bloomingbeing

a 18 year old teen gaining control of her body... NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES!

Saturday, April 15, 2006

25 pounds in 2.5 months?!

I've been away.......not literally but mentally, just trying to get a handle on my life. I've decided that I'm most likely going to go to college @ Rutgers....that will put me at an hour away from my hometown and the parental units, 5 mins from my sister (yay!) and hopefully not in the same dorm building as anyone i graduated with.

It was really hard for me to make this decision. I don't want to be one of those stereotypical kids who falls in the "everyone from here goes to rutgers" While I would love love LOVE to go to maryland, an extra 12K a year just ain't worth it. I'll be happy at Rutgers, I'll be close to the fam, and hell, i can always transfer. Plus, I would love to go to grad school down in actual DC in 4 years.

Temple is still an option tho, if they offer me more $ from just the business school itself- then i can't pass it down. Less than RU money wise, honors program and AWESOME dorm, a free labtop.......if only it wasn't in the middle of Philly.....

I've got two weeks to make a final decision......any suggestion would be lovely :) I wish i had a gut feeling to go on, but right now, I really don't.

ANYWAY...........diet news......

the 2weeks-ish the parentals were away, i did a lot of thinking. And eating, but that's a side matter :)

I want this more than anything i ever wanted before. I want to look good, be happy, be healthy, and not have to worry about it anymore. The crap that I will cut out of my life, the good stuff (food and excercise that i add in) will only make it better, and hell, once i get to maintanence, well.......everything in moderation is allowed.

So the goals are this:

I want to be 160 lbs by Cancun (June 26th) I don't know if it's possible, but when I'm 100% on goal, I do pretty well, so as long as I work hard from here on out, I will be HAPPY with whatever weight I am when i go.

I will be 145 by my cousin's wedding in Sept. I want to look hot for all the cute boys :)

Goal and at least a month+ of maintaining by Thanksgiving 06! (Which is also pep rally, where all the graduated senior of the spring come back! I'm going to look dammmmmmmn good!)

I CAN DO THIS!

2 Comments:

  • At 11:23 AM, Blogger Working Lady said…

    You CAN do this! You get a fresh start in the fall. All new people who you get to make a first impression on. The bonus of being a college freshman is that all the boys there are fair game...!

     
  • At 6:18 PM, Blogger Dee said…

    oo lovely to see you back Hun!!

    on the college front - since I'm in Aus I have no idea @ the schools, but you sound like you know the deal and working out what's best for you. Which is awesome, wish I had that much sense years ago heh.

    On the diet front - WELCOME BACK! you sound determined and that's so bloody awesome! Seems everyone is coming back from a little fall off, so we can totally do this!

     

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