bloomingbeing

a 18 year old teen gaining control of her body... NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES!

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Collegeeeee

Just a quick note to explain why i've been MIA...

Right now, im cleaning and packing and doing all that not so fun but kinda exciting stuff such as shopping for all the miscellanious crap one doesn't realize they use in day to day life.

I move in in 5 days, but mostly everyones left for school but mine in this area, so i have a lot of time to myself to get ready, both physically and emotionally. Im scared but excited, and cant wait to just be there!

My schedule for classes is very nice, one that im happy with as soon as i switch some stuff around, and im also making sure that i will have time to workout, i heard there are great gyms.....lol i didnt even bother to go see them when i was there!

Other than that, today was my last day of work......i think that little factor will help ALOT in terms of the random snacking......candy, chips, too much soup, muffins....that i did only at work for the most part.

I haven't been too good....going out for lots of goodbye meals and such....plus i havent worked out since my membership ran out, but im not feeling guilty. Just looking forward to living a much healthier lifestyle in college then i did in hs. I really feel like this new enviornment will be much better for me.

OK all, next time i write, i will probably be at school!

Friday, August 04, 2006

179!

YES!
After randomly deciding to weigh myself during the day (after eating lunch)....i was 179!

I'm going to try realllllly hard to not gain back the weight i lost while i was sick. I can't remember the last time i was below 180. It's got to be like...at least a year and a half ago. At least.

Only 9 more pounds to lose before I leave for school. I think i can do it!

And I will def. be back in the gym either tomorrow or sunday!

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Still alive...barely :)

So im still here, i've just been reallllly sick b/t an ear infection (2nd this summer, where as i haven't had any in a good 6 years before that) and said infection in my mouth causing mucho canker sores and whimpering everytime i needed to swallow or talk until today

other than that, im pretty sure i lost some weight, b/c all i've been eating since sunday was chicken soup, apple sauce, and some ice cream

i did however, graduate to bread yest. and ate half the loaf in the last two days :)

its ok though, tomorrow i will graduate back to most solids and will once again stay AWAY from the bread

i've also missed the gym...who knows, maybe 2m so that i at least get ONE workout in this week? that would be nice...

ohhh and i got my roomate's name, and she seems pretty nice. yay!