Cancun!

Yay! I'm leaving for 11 days tomorrow morning for cancun!

I'm excited.

I know i haven't really been around...i've been reading but not doing much myself, and i don't like to fake it lol. However, i've been doing a lot of thinking, and i'm really not happy with the fact that i held a lot back in high school because of the extra weight. I don't want to go to college and lose the weight there....i dont want to be " that girl who lost 50 pounds". I want to be the confident hot girl!

As soon as i get back from vaca, (where i do plan to do a lot of walking to make up for the food) im hitting the gym and am completely on plan. I do think I can prob lose at least 20 pounds in 9 weeks.

The guy that i went to senior prom with last year lost a tooooooooon of weight that year, but i haven't seen him since last summer and just saw new pictures. I'm going to eyeball it at prob at least a 120 pounds. He looks fantastic! What motivation for me :)

I'm graduating...

From high school today. I can't believe it.

We have graduation early this year, so it hasn't really hit me until the last few days.

Not to be modest, but i've been pretty succesful in high school. I may have not been in the top ten, but i was involved, had great grades, and i like to say i was pretty well liked.

I'm scared about what's to come......im not bad with change, but im scared shitless of failing. And that's what i worry about come september. I'm worried that im going to get lost in the shuffle, and not suceed.