I'm horrible at coming up with titles...

Yay! Another succesful week of hitting the gym four times...and for at least an hour and half to two...it's nice when I have this kind of time to dedicate to myself and my body....The funny thing is that yesterday when I didn't work out, i felt quite lethargic...maybe im finally getting to the point where I have to do SOME KIND of workout everday? I would actually love that...

The food is getting better little by little.......While I'm not eating the right things or often enough at all.....im gravitating away from even WANTING the junk. I went to the store today to get something to eat (b/c there is no food in my house whatsoever) and I wasn't exactly sure what I wanted. I was going to get some kind of junk......i was like, oh i want either cake or cookies or something......but b/c I couldn't settle on one thing (as in there was nothing that I HAD to have) I ended up with some sushi and diet iced tea. It was a good feeling...

I'm kind of trying to find new things that I can eat......whether or not I have to buy them premade or cook it myself, either one is fine. I just can't eat my mother's cooking and blank out whenever I try to find something to make. So for the last few days, I either eat junk that I really don't even want but am just starving, or I only eat once a day when I go get a salad or sushi or something like that. I'm to the point that even when I go to get something to eat, I want healthy food. It's just not that easy to get lol!